How would I like to feel about my body? Me? You're asking me? Are you sure you want to know?
The truth is that I would like to stop hating my body. Cause I do. Like, a lot.
Physically, my body is odd. Let's just say that while I "appear" normal at first glance, or even at second and third glance, my body looks anything but. I suffer from two health issues that are basically untreatable. For the most part, I keep them very well hidden, or at least I try to. Very few people outside my health care team are actually even aware of these problems. They are not life threatening, instead, I have to learn to live with them. You'd think after 30 something years, I'd be used to those two things by now, but I'm not. I hate them. I hate them every single moment of every single day. I know that the only way to get over this is to learn to accept my body as it is, and I hope one day I can, cause living like this? Not so fun.
It all comes down, as usual, to perspective. I have a twisted ideal of myself that, with help, is slowly becoming untwisted and unraveled in the best possible way...