Friday, September 21, 2012
Challenge 11, Part 3: YOU
But before that will ever happen, it means I need to accept myself for who I am. Which is so f@#$%& difficult! It's been the topic of therapy for weeks now, the fact that I'm clinging to childish wishes that will never be fulfilled unless I figure out how to fulfill them myself. And until I let go of those wishes, I'll never be able to process what I didn't get, and move forward into a world full of things I did get, and I do have.
Once that happens? Who knows, maybe the world will reveal a person who falls in love with the me I've been trying to hide. That'd be kind of nice, dontcha think?