Sunday, December 2, 2012
Anyway, this quote stands out to me, especially right now, because I'm both fighting the new changes that are necessary at this point in my life, and also fighting the old ways that needed to be changed anyway. Change is for sure never easy.
I know that while the recent changes in my life have left me reeling, and sometimes hanging by a very fine thread, yet they've also been very necessary as a part of my growth in recovery and overall. It's as if I'm fighting to start fresh, yet fighting to stay the same all at the same time. Almost frustrating, actually. Or, if I'm being honest, it's really frustrating. Being in that space where you know what you're doing is necessary, but you hate it at the same time? Yep. I'm there. And while I know in the grand scheme of things, this will be a good growth period, right now it just sucks.