Thursday, November 29, 2012


Shirt Woot - My favorite place for irony!
This is exactly what I feel like right now.  I feel like I am stuck in a tangled mess of a web searching for the elusive light at the end of the tunnel, the place where happiness resides.

I know, I know, happiness is a feeling, not a destination.  No one can be happy all the time.  At this point, I'll take inner peace, calmness, silence, anything at all to turn of the nasty DJ that lives in my brain.

It sucks.  Like really, really sucks.  And I'd pay just about anything to break the radio, fire the DJ, and play only peaceful, positive, growth-minded tracks.  Believe me, I get that happiness is not something that people are 100% of the time.  I'd settle for 10% of my day spent listening to the happiness station, heck, at this point I'd take 5% of the day.  I just can't live under the constant strain of this DJ.  The longer I listen to these stations, the more hopeless I feel.  Hopeless is not a feeling I enjoy.  Hopeless is not something I want others to feel, either.

Hopeless is when your favorite team is down by 8 runs in the bottom of the 9th, has no men on, and two outs.  That's hopeless.  Hopeless is not a way of life.  Obviously my inner DJ didn't get that memo.


  1. I saw a funny sign the other day, it said 'Due to budget cuts the light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off'

    It made me smile, I hope it makes you smile too

    I also have an angry, negative, hateful DJ living in my head, I try to drown the noise out by listening to music or the tv

    Try not to listen to your inner DJ, there is always hope

    Hang in there x

    1. I know which sign you're talking about Ruby - it makes me smile every time I read it!

      It used to be that I constantly had the TV or radio on, too, but now days it just adds to my stress.

      I'm in the process of trying to fire the DJ.... xoxo

  2. I have a panicky dj who is making my crazier than usual. So, I can relate. Hugs and prayers for all of us!

    1. Thanks for the hugs and prayers Tamara - sending some right back your way!


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