Saturday, April 4, 2015
Too Cool? Too Weird?
Maybe a week ago, I would have glanced at it, thought, "boy does that sound like me," and moved on.
This week, though? No such luck.
The other day I was asked a question that I really did not want to answer. So I gave a generic but true response, and tried (successfully) to switch subjects.
The question was something along the lines of "why don't you think you would be able to make more friends?"
And this, my friends, is the answer. This quote sums it all up.
I don't know if it would be so bad if I weren't one of those "quirky" people who sorta-maybe-kinda would like to be friends with the "cool" crew. It wouldn't be as bad if the so-called "cool" people at work weren't so UGH to me. They seek me out for support, and then mock me behind my back. That is not cool.
Since I learned that, though, I no longer aim to be friends with any of them. I remain ever the professional, and give them little to no thought.
Thing is. The. Thing. Is.
I'm heading into a whole new group of colleagues. And the ones I've met so far? They are awesome, and so the "cool" crew that I really want to befriend. I think they'd be nice people to hang out with.
But I'm. Too. Quirky. AndI'mAfraidTheyWon'tLikeMeWhenTheyGetToKnowMe.
Right now they really like me. They're really looking forward to me working with them. And I'm SUPER excited to be working with them. But again....
I know change is scary.
I know change is good.
But is it possible to change from the too weird for cool or too cool for weird?
Is it possible to be the "quirky" me that I am, and have people like me anyway?