That was my today. The day flew all-too-quickly, which was rather nice for a Monday. On the same note, it felt very disjointed because of external issues that cropped up, demanding immediate attention.
 I was really looking forward to seeing my therapist tonight, to debrief, and hopefully get my head on a little bit straighter after the chaos of the past few days.  While it was a great session, and a great conversation, and I left her office feeling pretty ok.... I got in the car and cried my way home.  No words, either, to explain why.  Just an unleashing of tears that I can't explain.  I just wish they had arrived earlier, so that I could have been in therapy at the time and could have explored the possibilities for them with my therapist.
I was really looking forward to seeing my therapist tonight, to debrief, and hopefully get my head on a little bit straighter after the chaos of the past few days.  While it was a great session, and a great conversation, and I left her office feeling pretty ok.... I got in the car and cried my way home.  No words, either, to explain why.  Just an unleashing of tears that I can't explain.  I just wish they had arrived earlier, so that I could have been in therapy at the time and could have explored the possibilities for them with my therapist.Some days just leave me wondering how I made it thorough the day in one piece, while still managing to plant some good in the world. Today was one of those days. I planted good seeds in the lessons taught at school today, and then my tears watered them all evening long. Maybe that means they'll grow faster?
 
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